Feeling a bit bleak

Good Evening, God!

I’m tired.  After a great night’s sleep on Thanksgiving I was up and down most of last night.  And I am feeling a bit bleak.  So this photo fits my mood perfectly.  The view is of the beautiful blue ocean . . . but it is seen through the shadows of a Lauhala tree.   Sigh.  This tree was planted as a memorial for a friend’s son.  Somehow, God, my normal UP mood is down.

It feels like the wonderful rest I’ve had is giving my Body and Heart a chance to “Clean Up” and “Clean Out”. Bringing up worries and fears for the future — up to the surface so they can be brought to You. This feels like a good thing. It’s kind of like cleaning out cabinets and closets.

Acknowledging this is hard for me.  I’m an enneagram Seven.  I’d rather turn away and make a joke.  But that is not showing backbone!  I need backbone. And that means consistently working on developing discipline . . . so now I will go do my stretches and lift my 5 pound weights.  And keep track on my iWatch.

I’m back.  I am puffing a little but I’m already feeling less bleak . . .

 

Story teller,

Posted in adoring Easy, authority over my life, becoming the change I wish to see, Changing, Cherishing our Bodies, discipline

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