A surprise this morning

Posted on November 3, 2018 by a moment with god — Leave a comment

Good Evening, God!

I’ve been swimming for exercise for my frozen left shoulder . . . swimming in the shallows at Kaimana Beach. And most mornings there is a bridal couple from Japan posing for photos . . . and some mornings there is a sleeping monk seal. Of course, there are almost alway snorkelers, kayakers, folks on surfboards, swimmers and dog paddling people and occasionally a dog paddling.

But this morning I got a surprise! This young man and a friend were coming back from spear fishing . . . clearly armed . . . and I saw them as I was breast stroking along. Caught a glimpse under water out of the corner of my eye, but it was enough to identify weapons! Yes! A surprise! Shock maybe. Although my brain came up with Spear Fishermen quickly enough.

It makes me feel so fortunate that I hardly ever see weapons. Really fortunate!

As for the fish he had caught . . . I greeted him by saying, “You caught some!” His friend said, “He’s even more surprised than you are!” A good surprise — even though as a snorkeler I see fish as beautiful creatures to be admired.

Tagged with: Kaimana Beach, spear fishermen, Surprises, swimming, weapons
Posted in connecting, Enjoyment, simple joys of daily life, stopping to see, thankfulness, The World of our Senses, web of life

Humility and Hope

Posted on November 2, 2018 by a moment with god — Leave a comment

view of rain over the ocean Good Evening, God!

The scripture verse for today was from Proverbs 22:4 NIV “Humility is the fear of the Lord; its wages are riches and honor and life.”

Oh Boy did I get plunged into humility today as I worked on building structure in my life. My goal was to be able to see a history of exercise I did (especially swimming) from my iWatch. I called Apple and got a young woman who had been trained . . . but didn’t have her own iWatch. And I guess she was relieved when I suggested maybe she could pass me over to a senior iWatch person. Jamie did have an iWatch and quickly explained I could find this information by tapping the History tab in the Activities app.

Done said I . . . totally incorrectly . . .and hung up. Then I went to my Watch app on my iPhone and tapped on Activities and searched in vain for the History tab. Big misunderstanding! Jamie was talking about a NEW APP called Activities! Not the section called Activities in my Watch app. I guess I shouldn’t have hung up so soon . . .

But after five or six or seven searches on Google I finally understood! And sure enough after I downloaded the new Activities app — there was the History Tab! DUH!!!

So humility — or an accurate view of reality — swept over me. The hope came a bit later. I realized that I CAN build structure. The realization flowed over me that HEY, I can be Organized! It just takes Time and Effort. And for the next few days I have both.

And Centering more often today has helped with Humility (known as perspective!) and also with Hope. I am grateful for both!

Tagged with: iWatch and humility, technological support structures
Posted in connecting, humility, Humility or Needing Help!, organized, self care as self compassion and humility, supportive organizational structures

Structure

Posted on November 1, 2018 by a moment with god — Leave a comment

good bones Good Evening, God!

I was leaving my spiritual director’s home when I spotted these marvelous burst of lines. The lovely blue flowers were long gone. But, I found the structure of each former flower delightful. In fact, I saw them as themselves . . . exuberantly reaching out in joy.

But further thought made me think about how they were the structure that supported the lovely blue blossoms. And, as I look around at my office, I think . . . ah . . . I need some structure here!

Structure is such a clean architectural word. And, I like it. It is what I need and what I want. So, tomorrow after Centering I will imagine and design. Design a structure that will help make what I do easier to see . . . to visualize. Right brained folks need to SEE what is coming up . . . what wants to be done.

I see this as one of the unforeseen byproducts of having our home painted inside. Creative destruction? You bet! Having everything boxed or relocated means we have gotten used to not seeing them. And somehow that gives us the freedom to toss them, reposition them, or repurpose them!

I can’t help thinking I’ve wanted to do this before . . . but I feel relaxed about it now. . . as if I have both time and energy. And, I do.

Tagged with: creative destruction and recreation, supportive structure
Posted in connecting, Creating, creativity in loving service, JOY, simple joys of daily life, supportive organizational structures

The Joy of Color

Posted on October 31, 2018 by a moment with god — Leave a comment

Good Evening, God!

My wonderful husband, Kit, loves music. . . this month we saw the Broadway show, Hello Dolly, the opera Romeo and Juliet, and a symphony. But, music surrounds us most of the time. Actually, not just music but news, too. I think he has a radio going in at least two or three rooms. Sound is his thing!

While my delight comes from COLORS . . . so this evening’s sunset makes my heart sing. The dark of the palms silhouetted agains the yellow and orange of the sunset . . . ah . . .

All of this underscores how diverse we are. Just recently I tripped over the Extrovert/Introvert Divide. I was urging friends to bring their siblings to a party — saying that I would love to meet them. After a pause . . . our friends allowed as how their siblings didn’t really want to meet us. I’m hoping that it wasn’t so much US as a group of folks they don’t know. And, I like to think I understand. But, I am an extrovert and my understanding is cognitive — not visceral!

Understanding one another viscerally is a challenge. And I confess, God, that mostly I go through life thinking most folks are just like me. I don’t focus on hearing people down to their core. Hearing their innermost being.

Hmm. You know us that way, don’t You. You know us far better than we know ourselves. And You love us. I’m wondering, God, if You helped us know one another in a deeper more visceral way — how would that feel? I suspect it would turn our worlds right side up.

Tagged with: Sunset behind Diamondhead
Posted in a surfeit of sound, Colors, connecting, Discovery, Diversity, Enchantment, Introverts, JOY, Light, listening, simple joys of daily life, Understanding

Overcoming

Posted on October 30, 2018 by a moment with god — Leave a comment

empty boxes Good Evening, God,

The verse for today was “Overcome Evil with Good” from Romans 12:21. Well, the chaos of possessions packed away in boxes for a painting project isn’t exactly evil. (Hmm. Might excessive possessions be evil?) But, it sure feels good to slowly put things into order . . . overcoming chaos!

But, Order is not a prime virtue. Indeed, the creepy order portrayed in Wrinkle in Time is Evil. Or perhaps it is excessive order in the service of Control? And, when I focus excessively on “getting things done” I fall into a Control Mentality which I do fear comes close to evil.

But, I’m off track! I wanted to pick up where my last blog left off about what is Your Will for us. I could see that there are lots and lots of individual actions to take. But, a large part of my concern is for our World. How can we work together for the benefit of all?

A TED talk by Fadi Chehade touched on this. The title was What everyday citizens can do to claim power on the internet. He talked about how individuals can be a power influencing Corporations and Governments. I hadn’t thought about how we are 8+ billion people caught somewhere between corporations and governments.

Just the idea that we might act as a counterbalance to corporations and governments was so encouraging! I hadn’t realized how helpless I felt. And while helplessness and powerlessness are not in themselves evil — they do keep us from working to overcome Evil with Good!

Tagged with: chaos, counterbalancing, Fadi Chehade, order, Overcoming Evil with Good, TED TALK, working together
Posted in a new view of Commons, Belonging to each other, connecting, Evil, Overcoming

Rejoicing While Weeping

Posted on October 29, 2018 by a moment with god — Leave a comment

Attachment-1 Good Evening, God!

Oh Lord, God! I am weeping . . . 11 people gunned down in a synagogue in Pittsburgh . . . at prayer. Not that long ago it was African-Americans killed in a Christian church . . . also at prayer. . . It seems, God, that weeping is in order.

We are indeed called to weep with those who weep (Romans 12:15). And not just to weep but to stand with . . . to be together in our grief and pain. Sigh. I am not sure just how to stand with these dear people.

So, then, God, I take it that rejoicing always . . . giving thanks in all [my] circumstances is to apply to my life. That command calls me up to a richer, fuller perspective. A perspective in which I marvel at the gift of Life. And wonder at this astounding universe we live in. I can see with the perspective of Space and of Time. But, most of all I see that You have called us into being in order to love us and to help us to love.

Still, I struggle. It is clear to me that my life verse is BLESS, BLESS and do not CURSE!

Surely I am blessed. . . and have been blessed. Even in the death of our beloved Patty, You were there. You were WITH US. And You even gave me the gift of assurance that the TRUE PATTY was Radiant and Vibrant and Alive and with YOU.

So, maybe, God, after all this pondering — I have come down to the question of what Your will for me might be? I don’t feel as if it is enough to rejoice and give thanks for my life.

How am I to bless? How am I to love?

And now I am clearly hearing that there are countless opportunities to hear, to share, to give and even to receive as an act of love. It only needs eyes to see and ears to hear.

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Posted in Blessing, connecting, LOVE, Prayer, praying, Praying for our enemies, rejoicing, Sharing, The daily details of love, The Flow of God's Love, Weeping

Wishing on the first star I see

Posted on October 28, 2018 by a moment with god — Leave a comment

while waiting for the Super moom Good Evening, God

My wish – or prayer request — is that You lift up MILLIONS of people to work together for the common good. Not the good of special interests. Not the good of ideologies. Not the good of adversarial parties or fractions.

I thought about this when I listened to a TED talk by Rebecca Onie. She cofounded a program at a big hospital that actually dared to ask if patients had enough to eat, had a place to live, had help with chronic illnesses. Then they CONNECTED folks to the needed help. Amazing? It sure shouldn’t be.

Good health is far more than medical care. And it turns out most of us know this. Ms. Onie did surveys of all the various ethnicities, genders and political spectrums we come in….asking the same question: If you had money to invest in Good Health, where would you put it?

The results were the same within a percentage point or two. 19% to affordable housing! It seems that our zip code weighs more heavily on our health than our genetic code. 25% to good food and accessibility to good food. And yes, God, I am giving to the Food Bank.

She tells how doctors in poor areas are prescribing antibiotics to folks who have no food at home or are living in their car. Many of these patients return with more serious and more expensive illnesses. Treating illnesses after folks are sick isn’t as effective as working to provide the basics that support good health and keep folks from getting ill.

Actually, God, there are millions of good folks working to make this a better world. Please help us all do more . . . and to do it in a spirit of togetherness.

Tagged with: affordable housing, basics, good food, good health, health care, medical care, TED TALK, zip codes vs genetic codes
Posted in connecting, Future, generating options, healing, health

Owning my Resentments

Posted on September 7, 2018 by a moment with god — Leave a comment

hau blossom Good Evening, God!

In the past I have referred to Resentments as Rocks. They were big, like rocks and seemingly unmovable. They were large big negative lumps in my past. Now, all this is changing!

The other morning my wonderful husband Kit and I discussed his father’s habit of “going on and on”. Past a certain point, an on-going diatribe can become verbal abuse. Kit’s dad consistently passed that point. But, Kit’s mother said nothing. She never pointed out that enough had been said. Never said he was giving her a headache. And ultimately . . . she became resentful.

It has taken me decades! But, I am coming to see that my resentments are almost entirely due to my failure to see that I have/had the power to end or reduce the actions causing resentment. That sounds simple . . . just SEE we have power . . . and use it! But, looking back at Kit’s mother — who had been raised in New England — I can see how her inner rules on how to be a good wife — absolutely closed her eyes to her power to speak on her own behalf.

Sigh, our cultural rules are so often invisible to us . . . and to others in our own culture! Just the other day my marvelous spiritual director was commenting on how tightly tied I was to my WASP culture. Thank You, God, she is not a WASP.

So, now I am working on an “assessment” of the powers I have . . . could have . . . might have. . . to see what a lot more freedom might look like. Galatians 5 talks about how we have been set free. I love that chapter. But, it is only now that I am starting to see all the many ways in which I have been bound … constrained. Yikes!

Posted in connecting, Discernment, freedom, Personal Power, Rocks of Resentment, seeing, The Power of Naming

Growing toward UP

Posted on August 25, 2018 by a moment with god — Leave a comment

Good Day, God!

After no blogs for months . . . I am feeling the need to sit mindfully in Your Presence. Our daughter, Suzanne, shared with me that when she was in high school she had a period where she was obsessed with the word POTENTIAL. And, truly, God, that is a word that wants to OPEN us.

The potential of this squash blossom is clear. If it is watered and pollinated with will become a squash. But, for us humans? Yikes! There is almost an infinite number of paths and goals and gifts that call out to be developed. Yet the basic need for LOVE and STIMULATION are foundations . . . like water and pollination for the squash plant.

There used to be a societal goal of the Well Rounded Man (yes, it was always men . . . a well rounded woman wasn’t on the table.) And Jung seemed to believe that as we matured we would not just stay in our dominant gifts. Let’s see Intuitive/Sensate is one axis and Feeler/Thinker is another. So, my dominant mode is Intuitive and my inferior one is Sensate. And my wonderful husband Kit is on the same pole but primarily a Sensate. It gets more complicated (DUH!) with the extroverted/introverted element. But I’m off the point.

Sigh…I’m out of balance. I’m lacking in discipline. More specifically, I need to honor commitments made to myself. I’m thinking of the exercises I need to do to help my frozen shoulder. I made myself do a set BEFORE I came back to my blog. Now I need to do another set before bed. They are not really hard. But, they are not easy…and I tend to drift toward easy.

Easy is not the path toward our Potential. I am willing and wanting Your help, God!

Tagged with: drifting toward easy, Paths toward our Potential
Posted in Balancing and adjustments, connecting, discipline, exercising, growing toward up, Growth Opportunities, the Growth Mindset

The Unfurling Future

Posted on August 24, 2018 by a moment with god — 1 Comment

Good Evening, God!

A few days ago my wonderful husband Kit and I went out for an early morning walk. It was early enough the the hibiscus hadn’t unfurled yet. I was taken with how hibiscus unfurl. Right now Kit and I are waiting out hurricane Lane at home — “sheltering in place” they call it. And I am observing that the Future is also given to unfurling.

Right now the Future is unfurling VERY SLOWLY. Hurricane Lane. . . after dropping 19 inches of rain in 24 hours on Hilo on the Big Island . . . and then moving on to Maui . . . is keeping us all waiting here on Oahu. NOT that I am eager for it to arrive!

Being all hunkered down — waiting — for two full days has a certain novelty. It gave me time to bring 32 potted plants into our townhouse. And today, while reading downstairs, I glanced up at our stuck jalousie window and suddenly knew how I could cover them with black garbage bags to keep out most of the rain — that IS coming!
But . . . not yet.

KIT did help me, even thought he is skeptical of the hurricane reaching us at all. He tells me I have a VIVID imagination. I tell him I am only remembering — not imagining. And I confess, that while most of me wants him to be right, there is, alas, a certain satisfaction in being right.

Meanwhile, I’m pondering how jerkily the future unfurls. Thursday I canceled a 6:30 a.m. walk — fearing rain. Today, Friday, I was one of three who didn’t want to drive off for a scheduled lunch. Another cancelation.

I’m grateful for simple things like being able to “fix” the open windows. Projects take me out of my state of suspended animation. Hmm. I may often be in that state without noticing……

While we wait, the storm has lessened in intensity. That is good.
Dare I ask, God, that You reduce it still more?
And now a few hours later — it looks as if You have! The hurricane is now a tropical storm that is slowly falling apart! HURRAY!!!

Tagged with: Hurricane Lane, suspended animation, waiting
Posted in connecting, Future, Peace, Trusting God