Good Morning, God
It is Day two of my Milk Fast (plus homeopathic this and that’s) and I am loving it! But, perhaps more importantly it is the third month of my second year of bereavement.
It puts me in mind of a Lobster Molt. Two things are happening — mostly unobserved. The hard outer PROTECTIVE SHELL is softening. That would have been assorted daily routines and habits of thought which seemed to be dissolving. While some unseen inner being was slowly growing.
The lobster molt is far too simple — BUT the old me is making way for a NEW me. And as an example: I find I am beginning to Value Meticulousness! This is not to say I have suddenly become meticulous…but I aspire to that capability. Indeed, to even hope to manage the details of this fast – I have had to draft and redraft a clear framework of WHAT had to happen and WHEN. I have six more minutes before meal two — so I got up to pour it out so it would be less chilled.
All of this goes back to discovering that I have a case of Ascites — and maybe even Chylous Ascities. And that has set me off on a Quest exploring various Healing Modalities. And as a Curious Soul I am LOVING this. But, MORE of this later.
For now I am just in AWE at what is entering my Opening Life. Thanks be to You God, from whom all Blessing FLOW.
Story teller,
A Moment with God 
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