Good Morning God,
I came across this photo a few days ago. I had taken it in the Tucson Medical Center, 9/27/24.
That was 3 months before Kit died. At that point I was intellectually aware of his destination.
But, emotionally, I was holding TIGHT to HOPE. So I just thought — what an interesting set of layers of reflections.
But, now that I am 2.5 months on the Road From We to Me . . . I saw this image
and instantly knew: THAT IS EXACTLY HOW I FELT — deep inside me. I was managing to function with a HOLE in my HEART. WOW!
It took a lot of energy to keep from FEELING and realizing that. But I guess, DEEP INSIDE I believed it would have been impossible to feel and “carry on” doing what felt like it HAD to be done. This was something that I never even considered bringing up to consciousness — let alone taking conscious control over. Hmmm. Conscious Control in my life has been noted by its ABSENCE.
So…here I am — occasionally finding myself in a Sea of Feelings. Brief Bursts of Crying or Bursts of Candor or…..Mostly, I feel good about FEELING. But that is my least developed Jungian function. Intellectually, I welcome this opportunity to bump around and explore this new world. I need to work with my feelings so they become my friends.
Pray, Margie! Pray, Open, Receive, and Give Thanks
Story teller,
A Moment with God 
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