Good Day, God
I’m back . . . after a long time away. Time during which I grieved over our oldest daughter’s reactions to EMF radiation. Grieved (and raged) over the millimeter waves blanketing the city she lives in. . . all part of the fifth generation of the internet. Millimeter waves that THEY insist are safe for humans. But, (read warning) the testing is jiggered and based on it being “non-ionizing”.
Sigh. I confess God, that instead of blaming people like me and our love of the FUTURE . . . or maybe blaming AT&T and Verizon etc who were rushing heedlessly ahead . . . I blamed YOU. I guess I must have thought that You had set a limit on our free will. I thought You had limited it so we couldn’t destroy ourselves! Ah, well . . .
It has taken several months for me to digest all of this — at least digest it to the point where I am accepting responsibility on behalf of my species. After all, I was raised on science fiction and was unknowingly part of the Cult of the Future.
As we all know, Rage, Anger, Grief and Fear do not make for good health. And so I have been given an Instructive Illness to slow me down and give me time to process all of this. Time to start reading Over-Powered: The Dangers of Electromagnetic Radiation and What You Can Do About It by Martin Blank, PhD.
Time to recover from BLAMING YOU and get around to ponding what I can do. What I can do to protect us. And maybe what I can do to alert others.